• i  love the glee cast soundtrack. and belting out along with the songs.
  • i love wearing scrubs, a broken in tshirt, and my hair in a ponytail, no makeup.
  • i will put my gmail status on “invisible”  more often than not because i just feel like hiding out; plus it doesn’t hurt so much when someone you want to talk to you doesn’t…because to them, you’re not there. maybe i never really was.
  • i update my facebook status for a reason; whether it be something meaningful to me, or something i want someone to know. there is always a reason.
  • i have no qualms telling a man when he’s out of line, and is making me feel uncomfortable with his flirty banter. i talk a lot of game, but when it comes to actual toeing of the risque line, i’m kinda a prude. sorry.
  • i really love getting a manicure. it makes me feel better. and i don’t care how superficial that sounds.
  • i ask about how my dog is doing before i ask about how my father is doing. and don’t feel guilty about it.
  • i don’t know a lot of the new bloggers out there. because quite frankly, the idea of commenting and building relationships is daunting.
  • i think more often than not the state of how clean my room is often reflects the state of my mind at that particular moment in time.
  • i hate that i’m not on top of my game when it comes to sending out birthday cards/notes/presents/greeting cards on time like i USED to be.
  • i’m completely and totally obsessed with this product. like, definitely application of it at least 4 times a day because its results and smell is just so damn DIVINE.
  • i’ve become more cynical due to my own internal self doubts. i don’t know if it’s the constant hurt and emotional beatings i’ve taken, but the overflow of “zomg we just bought a house/getting married/having a BABY” influx on my facebook newsfeed as of late can, and has, sent me straight to the vodka bottle. espescially when they are of people who are YOUNGER than I am.
  • i have no patience for people who are passive aggressive, fake, or not honest about their real intentions of their place they try to take in my life.
  • i think i’ve finally gotten to a point in my life where i’ve become a little hardened–not a lot, but just enough for me to notice. and that terrifies me.
  • i’m a lot more sensitive when it comes to remarks about my current place on my life path.
  • it really chaps my ass when someone tries to argue with me about my values and beliefs i hold. i don’t try and get all up in your shit. have some decency and agree to disagree. and sit the fuck down and shut the hell up.
  • in a drunk dial search of my phone i found myself going “married, engaged, can’t call, NO, NO, has a child, absolutely CANNOT call, married.” it was depressing. it also made me realize i need to do a major overhaul of my cellphone address book.
  • i really, really, really love the movie a lot like love.
  • if you’re one of my best friends, you should know just how insensitive the comment that “i should ‘just get over it’ that i’m not even close to being settled down.” really? that hurt. a lot.
  • i like citrus flavors such as orange and lemon. that never used to be the case.
  • i have not tanned and/or been in the sun (real or artificial) since this summer. never in my life have i EVER been this pale.
  • i tear up at mass when the beauty of the song and orchestra is just too much for me to internalize.
  • i have the mouth of a sailor. and i need to knock it off. but honestly? everyone has their vices. and for me, it’s a stress reliever. no chocolate, or cigarettes, or endless running on the treadmill here. a nice, loud, “FUCK MY LIFE” does just fine, thanks.
  • i’ve been dreaming a lot more recently. and that has never, ever, ever been the case.
  • i wish my parents would believe me that i’m fine, and handling the recent changes in my life well, all things considering.

What have you recently become more aware of, about yourself?